*sniffs sniffs* sucks up d mucus back to nose.. sian diao.. i'm hafing flu, cold n a fever.. ni nabuay.. n i'm so bored at home.. no 1 to tok to.. jinlong on busy mode.. d usual bunch of ppl went out to plae xbox at atrium.. alex iz slping.. arhhhh.. can some1 plz tok to me.. ohh well.. got up at 11am.. which i suppose its nt a gd time to wake up cuz i onli slpt 6hrs.. i noe somethg iz gonna happen soon.. got on d bus 61 at 1215 which was pretty early.. heng din late 4 class arboh will tio questioned by d lecturer again.. budden dis time.. he did lecture us.. telling us d deadlines n stuffs.. muz chiong our CATS project liao lor.. ganbatte jinliang san~, kenneth n guobin.. alrite.. felt damn cold at dat pt of time.. duno whether wan to con't attending d waa lessons or go home.. bth liao.. went home instead.. leg was aching till damn pain.. felt lyk i was dying... i nv felt such stuffs b4.. tot i was gonna tio dengue n die off in dis world.. lyk wat sj smsed me.. tk care n die early.. scally wat she sae happen ar.. haha.. no more ryo in dis world.. i'm waiting 4 u all up dere in heaven.. haha.. went hme.. slpt in d bus under d aircon... brrrr... slwly walked hme.. pop in 2 panadols n *poof* off to slp woke up.. found myself drenched wif sweat.. was expecting dat.. tot i was gonna recover n join d rest at atrium.. ahh nah.. i was wrong.. measured my body temp... nabuay.. 38.2.. O_O stun tio siah.. had onli spinach soup n rice 4 dinner... condemn myself frm eating meat.. nw feeling so hungry.. bud rice wif spinach soup iz nice.. haha.. esp wif my favourite EGG in it.. lol.. u all nv noe man.. i'm an egg crazer.. i lurve to eat chicken egg.. esp sunnyside up.. ohhh.. heaven it is to eat egg.. urrrhh.. had a chat wif ah sad.. toking abt d future of ny3oc... shifu.. dun tink so much la har.. i will tink of some ideas to push dis team up.. went to c a doc.. nth much.. gt 2 day mc.. which means more days at home
anyway.. tonglam.. dun feel dat u r juz dumping in money n getting d same old results.. sometimes in order to mantain d standard u haf.. u muz consistently noe where iz ur mistake n rectify it.. u kip saying urself u r lousy blah blah blah.. IT WUN GET U TO ANYWHERE LOR.. U TOLD me dis.. no pt saying dat u r lousy n blame urself for certain shit n stuff.. get up frm ur falls.. walk str8 into d path which u tink its rite.. anyway thx mo0 for d advice last nite in irc.. retribution to me wor.. kena all dis sickness becuz i made some silly mistakes.. hope i can recover soon.. shini.. all d best to u when u head out of ny3oc.. hope we still can gather together 4 dinner or a milo gathering.. hehe.. XD "When its time.. its time.. when it isn't it iz isn't the time.. "