A1 - I Still Believe Yikes~ its lyk 3 days since i last blogged.. well.. had been busy wif chionging akina dh records [Initial D], Chatting wif d peeps in irc till late nite and studying.. dis 3 thgs really made me go to the edge.. budden i still tink d best part of d day.. iz d time where i sat dwn wif my dad ard d dining table, haf lunch and chat abt our lives.. and it happened juz nw.. ai seh.. it has been quite a while since i last really had a gd tok wif my dad.. well.. i still remembered.. when i was young, he was working hard to earn losta money, wan to gif us a gd life.. my mum was oso working under my aunt.. both were equally hardworking.. both of dem r my heros.. my kindergarden days.. both worked so hard siah.. until i had to temp stay at my 1st aunt hse 4 every afternoon till my mum come back frm work and pick me back home.. sometimes i was so eager to go c my mum i juz wanted my aunt to fetch me to the office to visit my mum.. i juz missed her and my dad.. budden i juz couldn't visit my dad cuz he was working at d telly broadcasting centre.. every sat, without fail dey wld bring me out.. haha.. fun~ and enjoyed d attention dey had gave me.. till d day when my sis was born.. i lost quite alot of attention.. of cuz was kinda sad.. budden who cares man.. i still love dem 2.. haha.. my sis became a lil devil in d hse.. juz always wanted to kill her budden she has her cute sides.. ppl kip saying i'm an opposite frm my sis.. dey said my sis was adventurous while i was juz lyk a lazy bum at home.. she eats stuffs lyk prawns and fish which requires removal of bones or d shell.. i juz simply lazy to do dat.. haha.. well up 2 my mood la whether i wan to do d removal thgy or nt.. LOL.. soon d retrenchment thgy came.. my dad survived d 1st wave of retrenchment bud nt d 2nd.. hence.. i was lyk.. :jaws drop: i'm nw lyk onli 15 and u gt retrenched juz lyk dat.. m i gonna lose out in terms of pocket money? ohh no.. i was tinking.. i wld juz be another boi who dun live in a normal teenager life.. had to scrimp and save instead of spending money on fashionable stuffs or catch tons of movies.. budden.. worse has yet to come.. i'm gonna grad frm my sec sch.. my parents able to afford dis poly study fee? i duno whether i'm gonna live thru dis dark days.. d worst has happened.. tink no 1 noe dis.. my father suffered a minor stroke.. omg.. i was lyk god damn it shit.. y muz it happen 2 my father.. [o ya.. and he smokes too.. so to my smoking frenz ar.. better cut dwn on ur smoking lifestyle..] well.. it happened 2 his right eye.. every in d hse was damn worried abt my papa.. i tot my dad gonna die soon man.. i'm nw ain't in a mood or prepared to c my parents die juz lyk dis.. i wan dem to live on till d day i get married... or live on till d day when i cld juz pass dem part of my 1st month salary to dem.. i wan to do somethg which all children do to their parents.. gif dem money, let dem enjoy while d young 1s go out and make d money dey used to make when dey were young.. Its kinda silly when i argue wif my parents.. d silly thgs always revolve ard money, staying out late and our studies.. well.. if d child do their part and be responsible wif their own lifestyle, none of d arguement will happen.. bud nt all arguements can be avoided.. lyk wat most ppl sae.. arguements brings ppl much more closer.. juz lyk couples.. its gd to argue bud nt thgs lyk money, staying out or even lyk hafing sex? well.. i'm really getting stuck here cuz i duno wat to write.. haha.. Dis few days i had really spent alot of money on Initial D arcade.. i juz wanted to reach my target which iz a 2"59 for akina dh.. nowadays i c PD putting up new records, kicking dwn ny3oc records.. it felt kinda of pain in my heart cuz i wan to do Ny3oC proud.. i wan to put dat record up dere and nt even slash can be able to bring it dwn.. perhaps i dun haf d skills on par wif slash? i duno.. ppl lyk shini and sad.. kip telling me.. let dem break.. bud sometimes come 2 tink of it.. isn't PD here to outwit us.. we had gotto do somethg to fight back.. bud well.. its juz a game thou.. i had frenz in PD.. close 1s lyk Jinlong.. dis lad really helped me alot wif my akina.. and i wish he could hit a 2"57 for iroh dh soon.. i noe its difficult.. bud all of us gotto try.. dun worry.. i'm always behind u.. even if pd and ny haf conflicts.. i always be supporting u all d way.. all dis thoughts came into my mind last nite.. lied on my bed.. looking at d dark skies.. i can c so mani of those timings come out.. all PD's timings.. c liao i oso sian.. bud well.. pd and ny r doin singapore proud.. hidden in our hearts we r juz doing singapore good.. pushing singapore's name up into the top ir pages.. good luck thou~
ohh ya.. had to add dis suddenly.. abt mutu de.. mutu.. dun feel left out ok.. i noe u haf been busy wif ur sch stuff.. wan to jio u go out oso busy.. nvm.. dis holiday u make up 4 it ok? haha..
Dese few days nth much happened.. kinda sian cuz kip hanging ard in atrium.. d same place wif d same ppl.. budden.. its d connection between me and d others dats always unique.. dats d factor dat made me felt so happi even if i c dem everyday.. Ytd was Despo's bdae, Todae iz Jinlong's bdae, Tml iz ah sad's bdae.. ai seh... we gonna celebrate ah sad's bdae tml.. haha.. okay peeps... i tink i gonna hit d books again.. cya ard~ :D
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