All i can sae nw iz dat i'm veri pissed off.. my fucked up modem broke dwn.. wat to do.. haf to be lyk a theif and tap on other ppl wireless network.. y can't a bloody day be right 4 me to live on.. i juz feel lyk slapping god.. god.. iz dis d life u wan ur ppl to haf? or izit i din go to church to pray for ur blessings.. ahh.. piece of bullshits.. i always believed in u.. and i always do.. well.. i always haf dis thg circulating in my mind.. Y m i always getting those bad and negative sides of my day more den d positive sides of my day.. izit becuz i'm a damn fucking suay person.. no rite.. i dun tink so.. i dun tink god make my life dis way.. or izit somethg in my life i nid to discover in order to make my life happier.. in my 1st 2 yr of my sec sch days.. i was being made fun of.. teased.. all kinds of stuff.. called me all kinds of name.. wat the fuck iz dis.. i dun get it at all.. wat iz god trying to implement.. den in my sec 3 and 4 years.. i oso suffered d same thg.. firdaus.. i always remember dat day u made of fun of my name.. u bloody fucker.. bud i 4gif u.. well.. isn't my name a bloody mistake made by my parents.. i grow up to be humilated.. i dun enjoy my sec sch days.. even pri sch days.. being controled or bullied.. nt being able to be d boss and boss ard.. wats dis man... m i goin to be a subordinate 4 my lifetime? Soon... after my sec sch days.. i grad, went out into the working scene.. yes.. i can't tahan d work.. i quit within my 2 weeks dere.. ppl sae me weak.. fine.. i juz can't take it.. i onli noe hw to slack at home and wait 4 money to drop.. i agree wif dat.. get to noe more frenz.. life at 1st became quite colorful bud nowadays life iz juz lyk black and white.. doin d same thg everyday.. bud thg to these bunch of frenz.. it made my life gd.. went into poly.. almost had d same feeling at d start of my pri3 education at rvps.. wanted to cry cuz no frenz to tok to, plae to... all i do was to cry and cry and cry.. bud guess wat.. here comes yewwei.. yewwei really brought me, jinliang, kenneth and johnson 2gether.. made me feel dat i haf a bunch of really gd frenz in poly.. soon.. i met some trouble makers.. 1] some attention seekers.. wtf u nid attention 4.. u ain't naruto who iz parentless and nid attention in a idiotic way.. so plz change ur ways 2] Team invaders -- u made my life miserable.. u cost my trip to jap.. u bastards.. y can't u juz stop slapping ppl.. i onli nid a draw wif ur FRE@K against xiao k and u make xiao k rub d wall.. wtf iz dis man.. alritey.. tink i haf aledi being cooled dwn.. o ya.. tink andrew muz be wondering hw come i've been so cold to him.. abit moody nowadays.. paiseh... my 1 word ans tink haf pissed some of u all
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